I’ve been dreaming about that moment of suspense, just before something happens. When two people are in a situation where everything is prone and probable, but even then, not absolute or sure.

The other day I was going for a camping trip and this attractive man was going to sleep in my tent. I remember the thoughts “will he do anything? Will he lean over and kiss me? Will he touch me and undress me?” I was anticipating that delicious sensation the brain gets on the first touch where your mind says “it is happening, it is really happening!” and your heart just sighs and murmurs “wow”.

Watching CSI is really bad for me, I did another night and dreamt I was being chased by assassins and saw the barrel of a gun ready to shoot me before the dream changed. Having escaped I knew I wouldn’t just become a victim. I always get irritated at characters that go hiding and become these poor meek people. Even in my dream once I see myself being threatened I go into action. In this case I was learning some kind of fight with a school where policemen go to teach or learn. Then the anticipation came and I felt again the sensation: I’m dating one of these men… I looked around me and breathed in the emotion, knowing it would happen even if I didn’t know any of the details.

This is what has been in my mind… when I wake up it is still as if I was ready to be kissed, the split moment before the other’s lips touch mine…

 

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