a new rule… coming up soon

time, the final frontier… a while ago I wrote an erotic book. Not a romantic novel, not a sweet erotica, a book so erotic if it’s printed it will leak sperm from it.

The famous Fifty Shades only takes our lovely housewives to a threshold and leaves them there, panting without ever crossing some lines or pushing them beyond certain comfort zones.

My book is not for comfort zones, not for housewives, not for virgins, women who want to inhabit the submissive or un-empowered roles.

This book is for the character who wants to be the centre of attention, who wants to know what it is like, in detail, to have multiple partners.

The niche is for heterosexual women with a very strong preference to bed men. Who like their masculine traits and everything about them.

During the time when I tried to sell it, I discovered a new word to describe it: INVERTED HAREM.

Gotta love it!

A few years ago I tried to sell the book to appropriate publishers and get myself a related agent without success. After several refusals, I left it. The energy to self-publish, then, didn’t come. So I left the book rest because the story was not technology dependent, and wouldn’t age.

I let it breathe and age.

time passed

My writing grew. I grew. My writing voice transformed and I became so much more powerful in my writing. Now I have reviewed the book.

The first chapter was challenging, technically, because the setup was complicated. Now I have the writing ability to make it clear and interesting to read, which before I didn’t as much.

I am so happy now, the new manuscript is delicious. I am sending it for the editor for proofreading and shortly it will be available.

Watch out for the “Rule of Ten”…

A Cry for New Erotica

No more virgins!

I feel like picketing the streets with signs and screams.

No, nothing against the actual virgins, the people who haven’t fucked yet, or the star signed virginians. Just the amount of erotic stories about virgins with much older man. WTF?

By the number of copies sold, older women have to be reading this shit. Pardon me, it isn’t shit for virgins fixated in father figures, but for strong women, it should be…

Since I’ve awakened my sexual dragon I went in search of some erotica and the highly ranked ones are all the SAME! And there are so many of them! It’s difficult to find good quality ones that fall away from the old same stories.

I admire the Grey trilogy for what it brought us, a legitimacy of erotica, paradoxically, an empowerment of women sexuality, a greater ability to discuss it in the light of day. I admire the writer’s bravery and what she achieved even though I don’t particularly admire her writing. She deserves all her success.

However, for me, her books were like bad sex, you can’t stop in the middle, but in the end you are left frustrated, angry and unsatisfied. And that’s okay. I’m not the target. For me, the reading was more a case study than anything. I heard a rumour that she wrote Fifty Shades because the Twilight series left her unsatisfied. So maybe this is my turn. I’m writing my erotica because Fifty Shades left me unsatisfied.

So, I’m declaring here:

No virgins.

No 15-20 years difference either way. 

No broken woman who has gone through a break up, or divorce, or has been fired, or is financially destitute and now received a life-line from someone in a small city, usually in the U.S, and has to be rescued or completed, or remade.

No Formulas.

Maybe a few cliches, come on, love is love, sex is sex, I have to work with some known vocabulary!

Instead I’ll give you a strong heroine who, from a place of power, who has made a courageous choice to embrace opportunity. Her chance is to fulfil, in one stroke, all her sexual fantasies and conquer her life goals. It will be simple: saying yes. But not easy.

It will take bravery, audacity and barring herself in every possible way, then telling it all.

Gimme the shivers.

The Consequences of Writing Erotica

Self-pleasure.

I have written an Erotica, not an erotic romance, not Mills & Boon, it’s an Erotica verging on Porn.

It is not only a stretch of the well-behaved woman, it breaks through the limits.

I’m going over the brilliant work that my freelance editor did for me, proofreading and editing my writing.

I cannot believe it still arouses me.

It happened before when I wrote an erotic short piece and then, I didn’t want to see it again, kind of ashamed of it, with a weird reluctance to see what I had created.

Maybe I’m more mature now, more comfortable with my fantasies and sexuality, more aware of my pleasure.

Not only I’m happy to see it again, it affects me as badly as when I first imagined it.

My poor toys are getting a lot of work!